After moving into London, my life has been absolutely busy and I often cried alone honestly.
Many times, I could not manage to sleep at an appropriate time because of either too much job or being stressed.
London was my dream, but people here tend to be cold comparing to Welsh.
Of course my circumstance also has been changed.
I was a student, but now I am working. Actually I am helping my mother's job as a volunteer
(NO SALARY, OF COURSE).
I never thought I wanted to go back to Japan when I was in Wales, but now sometimes I am thinking so, to be honest.
I do realise that being student is absolutely great. The life of them is full of fun, nothing else.
I just have started working, but my friends are mostly working for like 2 years so far after we graduated from the uni.
I do understand why they often complain about their jobs so much although it was a way which they chose. I am sure they thought I am far away such a stressful life (actually not really, though).
Now I have some goals.
Firstly, I want to move into another house which has at least kind of 2 bed rooms.
Because I often have to pack lots of stuff, such as antiques, clothing, pound cakes (it was really troublesome to send all of the pound cakes from here because eating stuff has to be passed a test of customs basically) and such and such.
Beside a tiny bed, I have to do everything like this. All the time, my bed tend to loose the name "bed" whenever I pack and scatter everything related to packing. Of course, bed is my most helpful target to be fulled of stuff.
I cannot say such a luxuriate thing, but if I had another spare room, at least I can sleep peacefully.. I want to make money to move into another house!!!!! It is a secret to my mum so far, though.
Secondly, I want to establish a shipping company.
BECAUSE, the shipping company which I am dealing with is terribly rubbish and inflexible.
SADLY, it is Japanese company. But there is no options for us to choose.
I really cannot believe that Japanese company CAN behave like this and look down customers.
I would not say they should respect customers like most companies and shops do in Japan, but at least people should be equal and fair.
But from the beginning, they look me down and keep cheating, for example, they do not know their own system so much because they are sometimes a new comer, but they tried to force me to trust their way.
It was really surprising that they offered ￡950 to send just 40 pieces of pound cake to Japan.
Who would be willing to pay such a money although the cake is just a 6 pounds each.
Maybe you will not understand why I am angry with it so much, but I will not write the details so much, because I am just tired now.lol
OK, it is my second dream.
I have a confidence that I could establish a company with a kind and helpful service, at least more than them! They always made me sad.
I thought I really do not want to work here if Japanese become like this.
Very irrespectable people!
Ok...third goal.
Actually, I have to grant this dream ASAP!
I want to open a shop and want to settle in the UK, now I do not mind it is in Wales.
I could develop Wales market if they want, but I do not think they want.
I am eager to have a shop relating to accessories and watches actually, but maybe
difficult...who knows.
Honestly, I needed to time to learn about this, but surprisingly
actually I do not believe myself too, I have a ticket to Japan the day after tomorrow!!!!!
Seriously, I have been very busy...(AGAIN! OF COURSE NO SALARY)
But sometimes, people make me want to cry in a good way.
I said there are lots of cold people here, but sometimes,
I meet heart-warmed people here.
Not so many times, but whenever those people care about me and would try to help me although it is my business, I really feel I have to be strong for them.
This feeling is like the one which I often felt in Tokyo.
In my selfish imagination, Tokyo people tend to cold, and actually I felt so whenever I visited Tokyo. Their conversation is boring and their outfit is dark.
But sometimes, I met nice people there and a very little times, they made me smile
in such a big city Tokyo.
(But maybe I have to say they are mostly from Osaka living in Tokyo, haha)
But life here is something like this.
Life is not so easy, but not so boring.
But honestly,,,I do not know if I will come back to London once I get back to Japan the day after tomorrow....Only if Paolo Nutini is waiting for me, I would go back my sweet home, though...
Never happens..I KNOOOOOOOOOOW!
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