A week ago, oh almost two weeks ago, my love grandpa passed away.
I really really loved him. He always loved me as well.
Whenever I called him, he always said "Hello (English)" to me although he forgot most of things.
He was a playful and sweet man. I always sleep next to him whenever I visit him.
I cannot see the real still now. I think I can see him soon again.
He always said to me that he will buy a new kimono for my wedding...
I wanted him to do so..I wanted to show my baby to him..he would love my baby too...
We did not expect he would die with this timing...I quickly came back to Japan with nothing.
There was no choice except that.
I should have seen his face,
but everybody said I should not see because his face was too injured to see...
But, may be I still should have seen him, because he even changed my nappies since I was born and washed my peed futon, so I should not have been afraid of it.
I cried all day long. I wanted to make the fact dream. But it was a real.
I thought I would cry a lot after we send him for being burnt, but I did not cry as much as I did before that. I was relieved that I could see him finally although he became pieces of bones.
I picked some pieces of his bones up and brought them back to London.
Ji-chan, do you enjoy London? Do you love it? Do you want to see Walse as well?
Say hello to me again. no you don't have to do...just show me your smile again....
I really hope Ji-chan is resting in peace....let me hug you once more...
Ji-chan...I really love you.
Ji-chan...Thank you for being my grandpa!
I am the happiest granddaughter in the world.
See you again.
I love you...I love you.....
Saki
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